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Exposing Myself

I’ve tried to keep this blog as honest as I can. I don’t edit the content or the tone of my posts so that you, dear reader, might grasp the full scope of the things that have happened to me. It took a VERY long time but I finally had the courage to post the necrosis photos. If you read that post, you know that when it first started happening, I couldn’t find a single photographic resource of what breast necrosis looked like. Now if someone googles “breast necrosis photos”, mine is the first result that comes up.

I’m doing additional research right now. It appears, so far, that breast necrosis might be a more rare complication that I initially thought. I still have some more research to do. But it’s going to have to be delayed for a bit.

I have another project that I’m working on. I’m giving a talk at DragonCon this year in the SkepicTrack called “Skepticism In Daily Life”. Unfortunately my BoobCast research, especially new information I’m researching concerning complications related to saline implants, is a major distraction from this other obligation.

I am not, by any means, abandoning BoobCast. I’ve got huge plans that involve a possible podcast, a stage show and eventually, once I’m healed up from nipple reconstruction and tattooing, a book.

In the mean time, things might get a little sketchy and installments here might drop off a little bit. But please do keep reading. I’m not really going anywhere.

 
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Posted by on February 28, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

A Call To Arms – Again

This is frustrating.

I know you’re out there.

I can hear you breathing.

I have asked for a direction you would like to see me take BoobCast. None of you have said anything. I have asked what you would like to see me discuss more. Again, I have heard nothing. I know you are out there. I have seen the numbers.

So one more time I am asking for your input.

I am no longer writing BoobCast for my own therapy. It’s going to be a very long time before I can afford nipple reconstruction. Even then, it’s going to be more about the medical aspects and some of my dopey ramblings.

I have found information on implants that scares the hell out of me. Would you like to know more about implants?

Would you like to see success stories?

Do you want to see more boobies??

Seriously folks, I need some input here. So out with it already, eh?

If I don’t get input eventually I’m going to run out of stuff to say and I’m going to have to stop writing this blog.

Can I get a little help here?

Leave your comments here or email me at boobcast@gmail.com

 
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Posted by on February 26, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

Research Continues

I never received a call back from either the American Society of Plastic Surgeons OR the Board of Plastic Surgeons. I’ve left two messages and I guess they just can’t be bothered. So I’m going to the public sector to do my research since these people cannot be bothered to speak to a small time blogger like myself.

I have found a few places that I will mention soon once I have established contact. I need to verify things like time frame of available statistics, types of complications, if fault was established for either implant failure or failed surgical technique.

As always dear reader i will be keeping you up to date.

I may have found a niche for BoobCast The Podcast and that might be going forward later this year after all.

Implant safety is still a pretty major issue, it seems.

I also remembered something I don’t know if I ever mentioned when I was going through all this hell. For the few weeks I had the implants in, I had a rash across my chest and cleavage. The doctor chalked it up to an allergic reaction to the antibiotics I had taken. The odd thing is, after the implants were out, the rash went away in a couple days. I had saline implants but the outer shell was textured silicone.

I know that correlation does not equal causation though. So just because I had a rash, that could have been caused by something else in my environment. I just don’t know.

With some of the symptoms I’ve read from women who have had silicone implants, I do have to wonder if I wasn’t having a problem with the implants along with everything else that happened.

 

Okay, So I Lied

I ended up skipping yesterday’s run. I was still in just way too much pain. So I went this morning. It was very nearly a total fail. I only managed to run for three cycles before I just couldn’t run any more. BUT I did walk the rest of the time. I’m going to give it another try Friday.

I was heartened when I read the C25K.com forums that other people are having problems too. I’m not the kind of person that takes pleasure from other people’s pain. I’m just glad to see that I’m not alone in having troubles.

Have you ever started something new and felt like you were a total idiot because everyone else seems to be getting it and you don’t? It’s like that. I felt like everyone else was doing great and I was this bumbling little out of shape twit.

I keep saying I’m just happy to be up and moving. I just wish I was moving better.

I’m hoping I’ll be back to my previous progress level on Friday. As usually I’ll let you all know.

 
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Posted by on February 24, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

Sore Flap

I have noticed over the last week or so since I started the C25K.com program that I have some problems. I have a silver dollar sized area on the outer edge of my right breast that feels like someone is boring into my breast. The spot isn’t where the wire ends on bras. It’s about an inch forward of that, towards where my nipple would be if I had one. If I probe, I can feel the edge of the muscle flap.

Now I’m SURE I definitely overdid it this past weekend. Saturday Ken and I took the “Keys To The Kingdom” tour at Walt Disney World’s Magic Kingdom. It’s a FIVE HOUR walking tour. Of course there were short breaks and 30 minutes for lunch. We’re talking about a 3.5 mile hike around the park. For me, that’s like running a marathon.

We got up at 6 am so that we could be there by 8 to check in because the tour started at 8:30. Then our lovely guide Evelyn, proceeded to take us all around the park. It was a fantastic tour and I recommend it highly. This tour was on top of the C25K.com run I did on Friday.

After a nap, we came back since the park was open til midnight and stayed until nearly closing. I was pretty worn out but I thought maybe with a good night’s sleep and some aspirin, I’d feel better. We slept until we woke up and I was sore and tender but I figured if I walked, I’d stretch out the soreness. After a nice breakfast of fruit and yogurt, we went BACK over to Magic Kingdom. As we were walking out the previous night, I found a child’s hoodie sitting on top of a covered trash can so when I dropped it off at City Hall, the woman there asked if i would like a fast pass. It was good for one attraction. Since we hadn’t gotten to go on Space Mountain since it re-opened after refurbishment in December of last year, aches and pains or not, We were GOING on Space Mountain. By the time we made our way to the back of the park, I was starting to feel like a zombie. But by damn I wasn’t going to give in.

After Space Mountain we went all the way BACK out to the car and drove over to Animal Kingdom. I wanted to milk this weekend for all it was worth since we so rarely stay over night. So we took it reeeally slooooowlyy. By the time the park closed at 6pm, I was spiking about a 4 on the pain scale. That’s the highest it’s been for a long time. I was firmly convinced that I had died some time the previous night and no one had bothered to tell me.

By the time we got home I was thinking that I might have done something to my right breast flap, i was in that much pain. So I grabbed the ice pack and tossed down some Tylenol. This morning, I was in even worse shape. I went to change my bed time top and it felt like the flap was ripping. So I called Patti at Dr. Elliott’s office.

She was kind enough to reassure me that I hadn’t done any damage to what they had done. She suggested I take ibuprofen the rest of the day and resume normal activity tomorrow. She said that getting back to my old self (or in my case, better than my old self – my words, not hers) was going to be painful.

So here I sit, waiting for Ken to get back with ibuprofen. I’m SO not looking forward to running tomorrow but I’m NOT going to skip it. I’m just shifting it to T-TH-S this week instead of the usual M-W-F.

 

Directions?

I need some input from you, Dear Reader. What would you like to see here on BoobCast? Would you like to read articles on surgical technologies? Would you like to see stories about other people who have had plastic surgery? Is there something else altogether that you would like to see here?

Please leave a comment and let me know.

 
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Posted by on February 22, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

Boobies – A Success Story

I follow a great lady on Twitter who goes by the nickname of FortunateC00kie. Yesterday she put up her own blog post about her experience with cosmetic surgery. I was personally relieved to see that her own breast augmentation went well with no complications.

She IS, however, dealing with one of the major complaint that many women have after breast augmentation. Size. For lots of women, the new Twins are either too big or too small. C00kie falls into the “too small” category.

Read her story here: http://fortunatecookie74.blogspot.com/

 

Sports Bra Shopping

As you know, Dear Reader, this is my second week doing the Couch To 5K running program. Last week and Monday I was stuck in a sports bra that was  way, WAY too small for The Twins. I also didn’t have any decent running clothes. That second part is not really a big deal. At my chest size (DDD or E cup) a good sports bra is a must. Mainly so i don’t beat myself to death with The Twins.

Yesterday DH and I went to Sports Authority. While I DID find some great, really breathable, jogging pants, the bra hunt was an Epic Fail. The largest size they carried was an XL or a 38 DD. I understand that women who are already in shape generally don’t go much higher than a D cup or a 38 inch band. I also understand that they have to cater to the largest denomination in order to turn a profit.

It’s just really rather disheartening to shop for women’s athletic clothes when you’re this chesty. And let’s face it, being overweight doesn’t help much either. I can definitely relate to Kevin Smith’s current conundrum with Southwest Airlines. We fluffy girls still fit. It’s the world that doesn’t quite see it that way.

The clerk (who was as big around as my right thigh) suggested I go over to the lingerie shop at the mall across the street. I was heartened to see that the woman there was about my size. She had several sports bras for me to try on. I finally found a 42DD that fits me like a glove. Today when I went running, The Twins stayed in place beautifully and I didn’t have a single problem.

The cost for this wonderful piece of engineering was $64.99. I know…a gasp-worthy price for one sports bra. BUT, please refer to the article I wrote on sports bras last week. A well-engineered sports bra can prevent injuries, tendon damage and bruising. So I’m looking at it as a good investment.

 

In Honor Of Mardi Gras: My Boobies!!

Ladies and gentleman, in honor of the 2010 Mardi Gras, and because I can’t be there in person to do this, I present to you…. <drum roll please>

MY BOOBIES!!

Okay, okay, so they’re not MY boobies. And that’s actually spelled Bubis according to a few sites I’ve looked at. These two on the left are Blue Footed Bubis. There is also a species of Red Footed Bubi on the Galapagos Isles as well. See the photo below.

Yeah, I know. Feathered Bubis just aren’t the same. And so, for your viewing pleasure, I present to you, my new breasts about a month after latissimus flap breast reconstruction. (see more about that here: living_latflap.htm#how The reason there is tape on them is to keep the scars from becoming keloid scars. Those are thick and ropey. The tape helps them heal flat.

 

Boobjob Versus Breast Augmentation

Dr. Grant Stevens speaks out on the subject:

An excellent breast augmentation can look natural, feel real and have a natural shape. Plastic surgeon Dr. Grant Stevens, Los Angeles, makes a distinction between successful breast surgery and the obvious “boob job” where it’s easy to tell a woman has had surgery

“Part of an excellent breast augmentations the fact that the breasts look as if they could actually occur in nature,” he explains. “There should be a question in the viewer’s mind as to whether or not these are real or are surgically created.”

A good breast augmentation has a natural fullness and gentle sloping off the chest wall. There should be natural cleavage, without webbing between the breasts and a certain amount of perkiness. Dr. Stevens lists five basic considerations that make for a desirable breast augmentation:

*which incision to use

*what type of implant to use

*placement of the implant

*texture of the implant

*size of the implant

Before having surgery, you should go over photographic examples of the breasts you want with your surgeon so that you both have a clear, visual understanding of the desired result. “My job is to make the breasts look like the photographs,” says Dr. Stevens.

There are four choices regarding where to make the incision for a breast implant: underneath the arm, around the nipple, or in the inframammary fold (where the breast meets the chest wall). The fourth is the umbilical incision, but is not as preferred as the others. There are advantages to each incision.

“l allow the patient to direct me as to which incision she wishes to have,” says Dr. Stevens. “We know that each incision has a certain amount of scarring, but our goal is to have the scar so minimal it’s inconspicuous.”

Sometimes there are ethnic factors(in terms of skin type and color) that might encourage one incision over another. Dr. Stevens refuses to recommend any incision per se but notes that: “Of all the breast augmentations I have performed on nurses, physicians or even my own employees, none have ever asked me to do either the inframammary fold or armpit approach. I find it highly significant that women who have been surrounded by the plastic surgery industry and have seen the most results, have never asked for an incision other than beneath the areola.”

The type of implant used has certain limitations in terms of availability. Currently, there is a moratorium on silicone implants; the silicone gel implant has been limited to women who fit into specific inclusion criteria. “lf there were no moratorium I would be putting in far more silicone gel implants than saline implants,” says Dr. Stevens. “The silicone gel implants, in general, feel more like a breast and look more like a breast. However, we can certainly adjust the saline implants and in most cases are able to give the woman a natural-looking breast.”

The next question is where to put the implant. It can be placed either on top of or behind the muscle. “l place implants behind the muscle so the implants are partially covered,” says Dr. Stevens. “The muscle allows a nice smooth take-off from the chest wall. lf put directly on top of the muscle they can look like a half-grapefruit or rounded balloon the chest.”

The fourth criterion in an excellent breast augmentation is the choice of specific implant. Should it be smooth, textured, low profile, high profile or anatomic? It’s important that each implant is individualized to achieve the size and shape the patient desires. According to Dr. Stevens, that individualization should dictate the decision.

“It’s my feeling that if the surgeon is wedded to only one type of implant then all the breast augmentations will look the same. This is not cookie-cutter surgery. Cookie-cutter breast augmentations are, in my opinion, ‘boob jobs’.”

Finally, although there is a size range from which to choose, the breast implant must be appropriately sized for the individual.

“When a breast augmentation is extremely large compared to the woman’s body, in my mind, it falls into the category of a ‘boob job’ because any one can certainly spot it,” notes Dr. Stevens. “If you take a little woman and you give her size double-D breasts, most people would agree that this is inappropriate. For a larger woman however, that size may be reasonable.Mostlf my patients want to be In the C to D range but certainly some women want to be a large D and some women only desire to be B-cup size.”

“Boob jobs” are often hard, round balls on a woman’s chest. Beautiful breast augmentations have a natural shape and size. Allowing natural movement, the implanted breasts slope gently off the chest and feel soft to the touch

 
 
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